hello?

hmmm... it has been like a thousand years since i last blogged? lol... 31st of march? i think so if i m not wrong... so... hmmm... actually... i dun haf much to talk... lol... i have just been travelling to different places to work... actually not so many places... lol... its onli from kbox to qbar i guess?
after i came back from my bali trip... so many things changed.. lol.. how foolish to leave when i m in the most critical time with my friend and love ones... things happened... things changed... i noe it wil happen but.. too bad... dilly dally me cause everything to changed... ppl changed.. love changed.. feeling changed.. and so on.. ha... no idea how to recite a poem without words u noe...
wat happened between this almost nine months have cause much effect on me.. ha.. first thing first... i think this time i m blogging bull shit.. which is wat came out from my bull ass brain... lol... dun take it to heart if u see this... lol... things really changed... i learn like m0th3rf*cking much from wat has happened to me this whole year of 2006... like my used to be girl... my used to be friends and so on.. wow... din noe how to accccccceeeeeppppttttt it... but now all i noe is i have to learn wateva i can to make sure the things i wan for my job will happen... like being a bartender? ha.....
bla bla bla... have been lonely since i left kbox cause my ex collegues dun really find me out? but its ok... have become a more into alcohol person again after joining qbar... not good... din really wan to use 'a beer a day, keeps e doctor away... not so appealing ah... working life has been miserable.. din really haf time to sit down and relax or talk to my 'used to be' friends... cause its tiring aft work and.... they are ASLEEP! wooooo... so alone life is making me crazy... like having a holland friend call heineken... a denmark teenage call tuborg... a artist called van gogh... this are all spirits and beers whom i noe.... oh well... i really need someone to accompany... dun let me feel so bored anymore... hmmm.. i just need wat u used to tell me u need... (u noe who are u...)
ha... i noe things has changed.. i dun expect much.. just be happy ba... get a good guy who dont do wat i do that i shld'nt do... ha... bored...
i dunno wat else i have to say cause i dunno why did i started loggin into this and type on this main screen.... maybe jus wanted someone to talk to me ba? lol... alrite... i gotta catch some sleep... u guys enjoy ur chalet ba... take care.... i think its the first time i m not going to the party's chalet ba... lol... u guys can do it better than wat i usually do! i believe...
adios...
eThAn
ps: i wanna be like vodka... cause if a 100% pureness spirit... n... wat is the first spirit tt comes into ur mine when u wanna drink? vodka! thats why i hope i can be like VODKA!

hmmm... before i go....

hmm... a few thousand words before i go?
actually i dunno wat to say? peace to the world? LOL... hope life is better without... me....
when i'm gone... i hope...
1st: the so called SOX? some thing which i rem very well... some thing which i and one of my frend started... a group of bastards and bitches? some ppl who can really create havoc well?
hmm... good luck to these ppl....? hope they stil stay well together? hmmm... i shld be the leader? why suddenly i become some follower? lol.. i also dunno.. but no offend... lol...
hmm... guys and gals... stay together? maybe when i m forty years old.... i stil can rem some names? lol... ha.....
2nd: my gal? lol... hmmmm... hope these few days... u wil be happy... i wil come back soon... dun worry..... alrite....
3rd: my daughter? lol... hmmmm.. if u dun think he is challenging... den change one.. father is always at ur side.. no scared no fear... daddy is here...
actually i hope nothin wil happen to me... but if anithin does happen... lol.. god BLESS!!!
hmmm...
i wanna tell ppl... dun let the gal u like cry.. like me... dun ever do tt.. cause if u really love her... u wont let her cry.. no body is worth some one's tears.. its priceless... lol...
to friends...i hope... dun take each others words too hard... not everyone can joke.. and laugh... not everyone is LIKE ME!!! lol...
cause... every one is born wit diff char... diff ways of displaying things... diff way of taking things and breed in diff family... u cannot xpect ppl to think the same way... like... i can do it why cant he... take if or... leave it...
life can be happy everyday... dun worry.. be happy.... i trust this.. more than anithin... dun worry...
hmmm... lets hope my trip wil be good... enjoy myself and so on... i dun wan anithin happen... pls... peace to singapore... hope so... lol... hmmm... so... i think thats all i gonna blog... hope the world wil noe.. i love u... LOL... wtFuck!! lol...
hmmm.... lets hope... this few days.... she wil be good.. my family and my frends wil be good too... happy days for them...
hmmmm... i wil be back on7th april... at 2230... a flight to Denpasar... thats the place i m going..
come fetch me if possible....
lol....
Good days... good luck...
God Bless All Of u...
btw... i noe i m a bastard... talk cock... sing song... play majong...
but...
i really treasure frends... more than anithin... but if u bastard me... u are jus like a crab... being caught by me... LOl....
hmmm... thats all... take care... enjoy.... see ya soon....
Lots Of HEartS.... LoL
eThAn aKa gUaN.....

shld i blog? or not? dunno... lets type...lol

yo man.. cyclist? lol.. enjoyed the ride for ytd.. wat a fun time i had wit my frends... lol... so.... wat really happened...
14/04/05...
evening when i met up wit elmo and ang for a ride.. lol.. its the start.. and its always that simple.. went down to kheng's hse and we started wit a little bit of majong... its a weekday... and kheng mum dun allow us to play on.. lol...
waited for elmos arrival... ate rice and here we go... actually heading to downtown to get light sticks.. in the end met up wit sl... and we go the light sticks at 201....
meeting up wit zhong.. and here we went to 107 to wait for him... wat a drag... our time was tight.. and yet... nvm.. at least he came? lol....
finally... we were ready to steal some parts to elmo's frend bike.. such a bull shit.. a bike without seat... wth... well... tried my best to steal all i can... lol... almost got caught by ppl...
and wat? lol.. mei huey and sher wanted to come... but wat? lol.. they are gals and wat? we are cycling to serangoon... u noe? lol.. and later.. knew that moon was taggin along.. i got nothin more to say.. lets see wat happen... lol...
and while they came.. zhengxi almost came along... but wat i can say is... zx.. i didnt mean to offend u or be fierce to u... i m not going to checkup cause i din noe wat time wil the cyclin end and my hand has already healed... and some other day i wil go and visit the poly again k... sorry... and for not allowing u to come is because i was afraid that u could not take the long distance travel and the ride is not that easy to go... so... sorry...
ok.. tried to get two bikes for sher and mh.. and wat? its already 12 plus when we meet.. and out of nowhere... moon and sher went to take bike from yikai without imforming us.. wat the hell!! lol...
after that... we waited and now.. the actual journey starts at around 1am... 15/04/05.... its time we start.. took off from tampines sports hall... down to old tampines road.. the start is always smooth. till we meet the Old Tampines Road... not too dark... but dangerous as there are too much of unseen forces... after not a lot of struggle.. finally.. we are out... after 30 mins travel.. ++++++... we reached hougang at close to 2.15...
great day.. great time... haha.... we went off continuing... down to hougang ave 2.. and down to serangoon north.. yio chu kang road... and down to serangoon north ave 2... and down to serangoon garden road... we went the wrong way... ended up U-turning back to serangoon garden way... cause we were suppose to eat at Chomp Chomp..-serangoon garden... it was fun....
wit me,sl,elmo,kheng,zhong,ang,sher,mh,moon... met up wit leong and qiang and alvin... we went back to serangoon ave and proceed to kovan for curry rice... in the end.. we ended up sitiing at the wrong place... which is suppose to be mixed rice... lol.. so... we redecided and went down to jalan kayu.... ate some expensice prata... wit 43.60... wat the hell... lol... 11 ppl... we got stopped by police while travelling to jalan kayu.. wat a joke... lol...
when we were bout to leave... its already 6 plus... and wat? cars.. lol...
moon spoiled my brake.. ended up wit no more brakes for one of e bikes.. and i cycled it instead of moon... sher was wear out.. so are the others... its time we proceed back to tamp..
led by leong and qiang.. we took short cuts back to hougang.. and took old tamp road to tamp....
it was a hard day... journey was not to be taken for fun.. its dangerous... lol...
we sat at the 7-11 at tampines junction... and took a break... it was hard for sher and the gals as well i guess... we shall all train up k... lol...
aft tt... me sher moon elmo went to my hse... sl kheng to return bike and go home.. mh to meet mk to return bike.. we all went seperated...
a hard day was fun.. but everyone was tired... repaired bike... and elmo and moon died at my hse for a while... by 12.. they left... bathed and i went to bed....
it was five when i woke up.. bathed and went to work... tired.. but... good exercise.....
well.... hoped everyone enjoy the journey we travelled... if i did make u feel unhappy.. i m sorry... well... all peeps.. take care... hope to see u at the coming chalet... enjoy your days.... i wil do blog again.....
and... for zx... if u r stil angry... i m real sorry... i didnt noe wat that wil make u so pissed....
take care all dudes.. lol.. S.O.X next outing wil be to zoo... keep ya'll imformed... see ya soon... lol... those who are studyin... enjoy and perservere... lol... happy nitez...

~oFf~
eThAn
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i really tink studies haf driven my sis and friends mad...

yo.. wazzup? lol.. so.. hope u guys viewing my blog stil alrite? ya.. cause it has been a study maddening time from then til now... it seems that the certificate is more than important than your own character? your own personality? as well as ur own zhi zun? haha.... wats happening to this world?
study and study.. i m doing it now.. but.. i dun feel like doing it... or i mean continuing it.. u noe why? cause.. it haf already driven my friends... to a completely different person.. it really shits me this friend from being so wu neng wei li? hha.. my friends.. we study.. ya.. so? whats the use.. my friends change.. u noe? from a person i noe to a person i dun even c before.. they tend to tink themself as genius? haha... and they tend to jus take study as the most impt thing... it relaly pissed me off.. wth.. its like.. making them to more like a no feeling robot compared to anithin.. cause all they noe is to study? haha.. and no play.. they are already dull!!! i jus hope someday.. any of my frends.. wil jus balance up.. they all now... ask them go out they dun wan... they say they jus wanna study.. frends.. u wanna study.. i dun mind.. but u haf to balance up.. even though u haf to study...

characters haf changed.. frends became more and more and more hao lian? haha.. they jus tink they noe this and that.. cause they got study? haha.. sorry la... u dunoe a lot of things.. u noe how to study onli.. and not everythin u noe.. do u noe what is to respect friends? do u onli wan friends for study? do u noe that u dunoe how to treat friends? do u noe that u keep on study.. wil make u mad? do u noe that u haf already forgotten how a human shld act ? c.. u all haf jus forgotten how to do so many things... so.. tink bout it... it makes u an idoit.. when u onli study.. and study and study.... u r jus a dumb!!

when u study.. u wan knowledge.. not to hao lian u noe something.. so.. if u dunnoe... its not too late to say i dunnoe.. so... dun because wanna be geenius.. wanna try and save ur face.. and keep on trying to do..
my friends arnd me.. haf now.. been so stress by study.. tt they canot control their mood.. they can jus gif attitude anihow.. so.. do think bout it ya? cause it really makes pl studying beside u.. so pek chek k...

and.. study must.. but... u noe..u must also listen to others comments.. u jus do wat ever u wanna do... and ppl say u u buey song.. sorry.. u r not fit to study.. cause u gain onli ur fucking attitude and it will onli spoil relation... ok... thats all i haf to say.. cause.. i dun wish to comment too much le... u guys haf changed too much.. unexpected... haiz...~~

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Quote..: all play no study cannnot.. all study no play cannot.. but u all are all study and no play.. u r making urself an un educated.. no moral.. no character.. useless person.. who onli spoils mood.. ok.. and this is robot.. one stupid machine with onli study in ur head.. makes u a sick person.. !...

Yo Man.. So Long till now YA?

SO.. wats up.. guess wat happen today? let me tell ya....
Once upon a Time.. this Few guys went to ntuc.... and the stole somethings.. being confident... they jus took.. and bought some drinks.. and went off... mean while.. they got caught by this old man and a young handsome malay guy.. hey ya.. and they went into the office and they were caught for stealing.. being a stealer.. they handed their IC's over and then their parents were called down...

A parent came down followed by another and another.. and another.. so.. things went fine.. aft tt.. one mad guy went to eat the chicken they bought and finished it at the kfc.. aft being caught stil so happy.. haha.. so... went to sentosa wit his friends.. and the had fun.. aft tt was to katong for laksa.. his mood was a little spoilt by his girl but.. concidently.. his girl was waiting at his hse bus stop.. so.. got up wit his girl.. amused her and things went right... so.. aft sending her girl home... haha.....

guess wat? tt mad guy met his mum on the bus and he was not scolded for stealing but was.. ????? dunnoe how to say.. haha... he was very ok.. his mum and dad didnt blame him.. haha.. wat a wonderful ting? so.. this guy.. talked wit his mum all e way home and then his mum gave him some cash.. but he rejeted it and ask his mum to go buy her shoes.. haha.. so fillial huh..? so.. he went to bath and he is now typing this story..

this is how the story ends... thats all for the day.. being so long not online.. haha.. sorry ya... taking my leave friends... so... take care... i learnt a lesson.. and i wont steal again... in the name of me i swear.. ethan... haha..

take care my bros... hope we wil still rock ok.. nitez ya... take care... hope we wil unite.....
=|BrOtHeRhOoD|=

-eThAn-->

My Bday... I Enjoyed? Thanks to My Frends...

early morning? nope.. its 11.00am.. i woke up.. shit man... so late le.. suppose to meet sher and mei huey to cut hair? lol... so... took my bath.. had my meal... took my cash and there i went off to meet them.. no no no.. was stuck in toilet when sher called and she told to meet later? ya... right.. and i went out at 12.15... and manage to catch the bus.. quite nice? lol... so there i went off to meet them at small mac....
Reached there? wow.. no ppl yet... and nvm... i waited a while and sher appeared and a while late.r. a whisltle came... and mh appeared... lol... actually wanna go cut hair.. so.. went to take mrt.. no.. and went back to interchange to top up... no... i went over and finally sher helped me to top up my card.. thanks... lol... and on e way.. i called song.. he was feeling so sick... shit man.. suppose to celebrate but... shit the heaven for bringin him the sickness.. but.. song.. must take care k.. so.. went to simei... and mh wanted to cut hair.. but no one cut wit her so.. we went off.. lol.. so...
went to eat.. and decided to buy something for song and visit him... and i got a tortise card and a dog and a sweet.. and there we went.. i wrote something for him i suppose.. and then we went to his hse.. and visit him in a sudden tt he didnt xpect. he was real not feeling well.. poor u bro... must take care u noe? so... and in a rush.. got some drinks and ang got to change there.. and i dunnoe really why.. made the little guy cry... i thot i was playing..haha.. but.. nvm.. i stil apologised... lol... so.. went off.. and there we went to meet yt sab and vin? and ang and the rest.. oh ya.. met mu hua and kheng earlier on.. lol.. so... we went off....
down to town? oh ya.. and we tried our luck at plaza singapore... wow.. long queues and wow.. and the sitting was the first 2 rows... lol... so.l. went on to cathay... and check... not much better.. and then to lido... wow.. damn long queue.. cant even c the counter.. and we went to sun tec in a moment.. because there wil not be much ppl.. haha... and then got there. got the 4th row of ticket.. i and bs and sher got down to get some drinks.. i mean a carton.. and we went up.. wow.. heavy bag? lol.. but nvm.. watched AVP... lol.. okok.. 2/5 stars.... quite lame i guess.. haha.. and then.. went to Lao Pa Sat.. ordered satay.. haha.. and realise tt had not enuff money.. and we over ordered... lol.. and asked them to make less... but.. didnt seem to be of any help? lol.. eat and eat... got deer meat wit pepper sauce... satay.... x50... 10 chicken wings... 2 stingrays... 1 seaweeed soup... 8 butter prawns which was real big? kakong wit sambal chillie?....and tie ban tofu.. and a garlic fry egg.. and it filled us like shit.. lol... drank up all the rest of pepsi.. real full and we decided to visit the 7-11 near by... lol... a australian was also 'visitin' and doing the same ting as us.. shit them man.... but nv cared...and got 2 large green tea... cause real oily la.. so.. back we went.. as all the guys went onli.. lol.. haha... nice job.. and we went off aft treating the ppl chocolates.. lol.. and sang on our way.. didnt care.. and sang.. haha.. had fun.. lol... and here we reached a windy place.. where we sat and enjoyed the wind and the others played as i was not feeling well... so.. stayed there and talked... and then there we went back in the 2nd last train to tamp... and on the train.. clock reached 12.. i m 16!!!! lol.. and then the peepz congratulated me.. lol.. thanks to all... made my day... so.. went back.. and then sent sher home... cause she is scared? but i didnt noe earlier jus wanted to send her back safetly? lol. send her home.. and i walked home..
thinking bout lonely.. i started to sing.. loudly? lol.. and i reached home aft a couple songs.. lol.. i had fun for the day.. but i stil seemed depress.. but heng got sher help me.. lol.. thanks... so.. reached home and i took my bath.. on the com.. and then.... i went playing game... surfing ppl;s blog.. and b4 i noe.. it was 4.30.. wwent to bed.. and i woke up jus now.. at 11+,, moon called and ask me to go out study... but i didnt go... later going wit vin and mu hua and kheng.. hope my day wil be fine... thanks to my frends.. thanks.., and... hope u guys enjoyed the meal.. thanks for accompanyin me although sl didnt come... lol.. ")

shoutouts...?:
To BH... we shall rock another time next time.. rem... talk wit no thorns... and stay in harmony...
SS... thanks for ytd.. i really had fun.. but eat more lehz? lol...
Kheng and Mu hua.., the stingray was nice.. but of not much of surprise.. lol...
thanks to all...
My ma ma.. thanks for accompanyin me for the whole day.. lol..
and.. to my real ma ma.. i tink u had a hard time givin birth to me huh? lol.. thanks for bringin me here.... lol....

Quote...: i had fun in my sorrows.. and laughter drown them entirely... i hope to find some one new.. who is able to drown my sorrows...